Oh, suddenly i became so emotionally tonite. Not that because the holiday is towards the end (yes, i lied,ngeheheeh) but it's more about family thing.
To all who didn't know. My brother (my one and only brother) is going for a road trip to LEBANON. Huahhhhhhhhh, again to make it nicer, i will rather called it as a road trip then stating that he's going there for a mission. Not cool enough huh!!
As an army officer, the mission could exactly be one of his best achievement (if he manage to come back safetly, InsyaAllah). It will be the kick start for him to achieve a better position after this. Well for him, it's a good deal for being chosen for the mission. But for us, i couldn't recall how we struggling ourselves to adapt the fact that Lebanon is not a safe place to be.
Well, i know deep inside their heart (my mum n my dad, and myself to), there always a sign of insecurities. The fear, the sorrow, the uncertainties about everything. He's the only son and brother for us.
Even though i'm not that closed to him, but hello, he's my brother. The only brother that i have. I would say that i'm used to his absence before this. But for a year and knowing that he's not in a very safe place, it trigger my heart. The sudden imagination become so clear.
Ohhhhh... how i wish he's not an army officer. But, i think it's the best for him right. Life ain't that easy.
So for now, let's pray and 'doa'. May his mission will be success and come back home safely.
till then
take off with love
illhamshiraz
p/s : He will be leaving somewhere in April
p/s : So emotional lol,hihihihi....
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