Thursday, December 10, 2009

If U Could See Me Now

Wah...bersarang dh kot blog saya ni,hehehhehe....


Tak tau la kenapa rase malas sangat nk menaip pape kt sini. Selalunye kalo mase cuti tu la saya nk buat gila kuasa sampai 3,4 post satu hari, tp kali ni berbeza plak..Saya bukak blog tiap hari tapi tak berperasaan nk mencoret pape..Padehal mcm2 yang terjadi sejak saya balik dari Jepun aritu..Semuanya hanya tersimpan tapi tak mampu tuk diluahkan,chewahhhh....heheheheeh...Tibe2 buat ayat Sastera Melayu la plak :)))


Jangan tak percaya, saya bukan je malas nk mengupdate blog, tapi gambar2 holiday yang sy dh war2 nk upload pun tak habis2 lagi upload..Dh 3 ari 3 malam dh kot, upload 2,3 gambar then stop...Pastu berzaman nk upload balik, sbb tu la smpai skang tak abis2 lagi upload,heheeheh.


Skang saya ni ade satu habit baru..Bile tibe2 ade urge nk upload or update, br buat, if tak jangan harap la..And disebabkan tibe2 ade urge nk menaip, so here i am..Bile urge ni dh habis, saya stop la ek,ni pun idea tibe2 datang mencurah2,hihihi..pelik...pelik....


So skang ni rutin harian saya sangat macam biase..Macam biase tu bermaksud ordinary..No such things yg laen dari laen...Saya tak berdating, tak bergayut, tak bercintan cintun...Itu adalah macam biase, takde yg luarbiase... Saya hidup dengan dunia saya sahaja skang ni,dan saya gembira..Eventhough kadang2 rase cm agak alone but i like it this way n i did chose this way..So tak bley nk salahkan sape2 sbb ni keputusan saya.. And to be truth keputusan saya tuk ke Jepun aritu mmg sangat tepat...Mmg kene ngan tujuan utama saya..Bukan tuk bersuka ria cume tuk menenangkan hati n melapangkan fikiran..

so, back to reality...

Actually my mom's friend ade mintak tolong ajarkan anak die..SO skang ni every morning saya buat tuisyen one to one la..At least ade gak extra income this holiday dr ddk saje je kt umah... And for me, teaching is like awesome...Kadang2 saya rase that girl dh tak bley masuk dh, tp saya semangat lg nk mengajar,kdg2 tak sedar tibe2 dh pukul 1,mc kejap je rase...


Laen-laen takde yang interesting...But i got this one "discussion" which i interested to talk in here.. Owh,I should'nt say it is a discussion, its merely a plan i guess.. So the plan is to go for another trip... I had enough holiday for this year somehow one of my best cousins insist on going for a holiday..Pity her, i decided to join and to be honest i cant help myself when i heard about it,hehehheeh...

The plan is "FOUR SEASONS LANGKAWI vs WESTIN LANGKAWI" Gosh i know how interesting it is.. If i have to make a poll, obviously The Four Seasons will win, are'nt they????
Though The Westin were our choice but its still gonna be awesome... But, u know every plan had their own bumps here and there and i dont even know whether we can make it or not...


Okay...Entry saya sangat ntah ape ntah,even bahasa pun caca marba..hahhahahhaha..

I nk stop skang..urge dh takde, idea pun dh takde...



I just want to say that i am happy...

Yesterday = happy

Today = happy

la..la..la..la..la...la...la...la..la...la...la....la....la....


till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz


ps : The Prosperity is back..And i'm LOving it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps : My JAPAN review akan di postpone lagi..

ps : Wedding here n there...STRESSSSS...........

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

hahaha..i don't wanna to think anymore about 4seasons vs westin..really make me headache..

wedding --> STRESS?? i know..im stress too when people around you which was a bout the same age as us..setiap minggu ada je yang kawin la tunang la..but biar la..

ohh ada this fren of mine..a guy la..when i told him that i feel stress bila dengar org suma sibuk2 kawin..bahagia je..aku ni bf pun takde..than dia ckp apa tau "kalau org kawin..sibuk rasa nak kawin gak..so kalau org mati..nak ikut mati skali ke?"hahahahha

terus TERSENTAP..!and diam.hahaha

anyway...

beb..i know it is tough to stay single in this world where everybody expects you to be with somebody..What they fail to realize is that staying single is not about having no choice. Rather, it’s an opportunity to make intelligent choices..be positive..love u.. :D

illhamshiraz said...

beb..love u too..i'm being positive all this while,heheheh...

I can deal with it...u should too..

And remember that i'm gonna always be by ur side, no matter what happen..

( >__< )xoxo

Anonymous said...

sha..thank you..

hmm..aku ckp tu untuk diri aku skali sebenarnya..hehehe