Saturday, October 31, 2009

ohayu-gozai-masu

Good morning!!!!!


heheehe....

mulut jahat vs mulut manis

Tak jadi tido plak..Tetibe teringat nk cite pasal somethin..Tajuk kt atas tak melambang sangat kot ape yg saya nk cite ni...

Well, ade satu mase dulu saya penah gaduh dgn kawan saya sendri(Z - nama samaran,hahahaah)..Kitorg gado pun sbb bf die.Bkn berebutkan bf, cume sy n kwn2 yg lain tak berapa suke bf si Z ni. Yela sblm knal bf die tu(polan yg bernama A), Z pkai tudung. Tak lame pas kenal ngan A, Z dh stat free hair,tudung dh hilangn perangai pun dh banyak berubah..Z dh start jd secrective, sanggup tipu kwn sendri n mcm2 lagi la...As a friend (roomate) sy try la nasihat eventhough sy pun tak sebaik mane mase tu.Tapi terjadi la salah paham..Z ni kate sy jeles ngan die..Whatever la kn,nk jeles ape kebendenya, bkn sy heran pun ngan bf die tu..Kalo bg free pun sy tak nak,heheehhe....

Dipendekkan cite satu malam tu terjadi la perang besar antara ktorg...Me and my other roomate (the SS team ) bergaduh ngan team si Z ni..Z team ngan sorg lagi rumate ktorg N..Rumate sy mase tu 4 org..Lepas gado2 mulut mlm tu kitorg tak bertegur sape smpai la abis belajar,kitorg jadi mcm org yg tak penah kenal each other..ade la lebey kurang setahun..Even smpai skang pun tak contact n tak penah jmpe..

Bile pikir2 balik mcm menyesal sbb gado pasal lelaki, tapi salahkan ke saya nk tegur die??? tetibe melenting n trus perang mulut..Saya ade gak nk try berbaik, tapi bile dh selisih kt jalan, sy senyum die buat tarik muke, mmg tak kuasa dh la nk layan..Ego die tinggi sangat...

Well, Z ni kalo nk diikutkan boley la kategori yg ade rupe, tak la cantik tapi attractive.. Die ni jenis yg kontrol ayu skit, kalo pasal tudung, bj, sekuar mmg fussy abis la..Pastu die plak style yg bile dpn org ckp sopan2 lembut2, ayu2 padehal tak la sangat kn, ngan kitorg selambe je mencarut bagai...tu kontrol namenye kn,hahhaha..

Oleyla..Ape motif sy nk cite sebenanye ni????

Cmni..Since dr hari sy berperang ngan die tu, sy dh ade satu perception dalam mind sy ni.. Saya tak kn mudah percaya ngan org yg bermulut manis. Maksud saya org yg jenis ckp lembut2, sopan2,ayu2..Sbb bg saya org jenis cmni ssh nk caye la.. Saya lg prefer org yg outspoken sbb bg sy ape yg keluar kt mulut die tu la ape yg die rase dlm hati die.. Kalo jenis yg ckp2 manis2 ni kite tak tau hati die cmne..Maybe dlm hati die menyampah giler tapi sbb nk tunjuk baik die cakap la manis2 nk kaburkan mate org..

Mmmmh, lebey kurang mcm watak SARA dalam Nur Kasih..Cmtu la, Depan Mak Aji punye la sopan santun..Gitu la gini la, tapi hati die Tuhan je tau... Tu dalam drama, kite tau cmne perangai Sara tu, cube dalam real life boley ke kite detect?? Tak kann..So as for me, i won't easily trust anyone with that personalities..

Since dh byk kali sy jmpe org yg cmtu, lagi la sy tak percaya.. Masa sy praktikal dulu pun sy dh kene..Depan sy punye la senyum2, cakap manis2, tapi at last die tikam saya balik..mmmmh, manusia kn..Sifat hasad dengki tu mmg ade..

Honestly sy mmg jenis yg outspoken..Tapi bertempat la..Ape yg sy ckp tu la yg dr hati saya.. Sometimes lurus bendul gak, tapi nk buat cmne, sy selesa cmni..Kalo sy tak suke mmg sy tak suke, kalo sy suke, sy cakap suke..That's why bile sy marah kdg2 smpai ade yg skt hati dgr bebelan sy especially my students...

Bukan la sy nk kate outspoken tu bagus, cume sy prefer la..Outspoken sgt pun tak bagus kan..
"Ko nmpak gemuk la pkai bj ni". "Ko ni busuk la". Jangan la smpai tahap outspoken cmtu.Bile kite nk bercakap ni kene gak tgk tempat..Kalo rase ape yg kite nk ckp tu menyakit hati org tu, ckp ngan cr paling baik n beralas jgn bg org tu terasa hati..Jangan la lg puji sbb nk mengipas org tu..

After all bende ni sumer depends kt diri sendri kan..

My advice is..to all lelaki beware bile pilih gf..sbb sy rase sifat ni byk dlm diri prempuan kot..lelaki tak tau la. Tak penah jmpe plak setakat ni.. orang yg jd diri die sendri tu la yg paling bagus bcoz what u see is what she/he is..


till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz


ps : Sape2 yg bc ni jgn terasa hati plak ye..

Gatal tangan

Ni la hasil dari kegatalan tangan saya di malam2 hari ni,hehehehe..

Tapi yg stressnye... Lepas tuke layout, blogroll sumer hilang...huhuhuhu...Dhla blogroll ku berjela2.. Nasib baik la ade yg dh bookmark,dpt la recover balik...

Sebenanye saya tak berapa suke layout yg lame tu, ngan background hitam mmg nmpak semak giler.And then bile nk choose font colour dh macam caca marba,berpinar mate tgk blog sendri.Kejap kuning,kejap pink, kejap purple,kejap hijau,macam K*****..Colour coordination sgt teruk,hahahaha...

So cari2, terjumpa la yg ni..Yg purple ni pun pilih secara random je,Lately ni sy tend to choosed purple in everything.Even my bj pun dh byk purple. Purple bkn favourite colour sy, but purple is a romantic n soothing colour kan kan,heheehhe...This time around i tried to minimise colour2 dalam blog ni..Tak kesahla asalkan sedap mate memandang..heheeheh

Just wait n see bape lame je layout ni bertahan... Saya mmg cepat boring.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Feeling Blueee....

I'm feeling blue today...hehehehe..

Not that because i'm wearing blue today, tapi mmg rase mcm syahdu2 je..Lgpun dh 2 minggu saya tak marah budak, so its a good achievement i guess...

"Lantak pi korg la, tak nak blajar sudah, bkn saya pun yg nk ambik SPM,awk jugak yg ambik SPM nnti..Saya dh buat mcm2 dah nk tlg awk semua, tapi awk yg tak berminat.." my common ayat to my student...
(please jangan anggap saya seorang cikgu yg malas, sy mmg dh berusaha nk tolong students2 saya, but here education sangat bkn fokus utama dorg..Serius cube datang sekolah ni n try jd cikgu sehari.Takkan percaya..Believe me..Sakng ni bkn mcm zaman saya or zaman kite2 sekolah dulu...)

Enough enough..Kalo nk cite pasal sekolah, byk sungguh ketakpuasan hati dan sakit hati saya ni...


Mood arini mmg agak best.. Why???

Malam tadi tido dgn agak best..Hahahahah..Ayat tah hingat dunia btl.Macamla selama ni tido malam tak penah lena...Pleassseee la Sha, semua org pun tau bile ko tu tido ala ala tido mati mmg lena smpai pagi,gerak pun tak kadang2 tu,hehehe...So bile buat statement cmni mmg nk kene gelak la tu.. :)0


Well..
Percaya tak saya cakap yg mood kitesetiap hari sangat bergantung ngan keadaan bile kite bgn pagi.. Saya mmg a morning person..(Agak ssh nk tgk sy bgn kul 9 n keatas).....So my day will depend on how sy bgn pg tu.. Kalo bgn2 dh kene marah..Sumpah bad mood sehari..Tapi kalo bgn2 org kiri kanan senyum kt saya, it must be a good day,hehehhe...

Sebenanye mmg nk tulis panjang lagi..Entry mcm tergantung je..Tapi sy tgh busy mencari info pasal JEPUNNN!!!! yoohhooooo!!!!

Sangat berharap semua dimudahkan..Isnin ni br nk apply for Visa n hopefully dapat..Currently ade problem on accomodation mase dkt tokyo... Macam mane ye???? huhuhu...Sape ade kawan di Tokyo?? Kami nk tourist guide sbb kami tak bley cakap JEPUNNN..haahhahaa...

till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz

ps : br stat nk prepare doc..sempat ke???huhuhuh...

ps : Maybe next year bley ke Aussie or NZ plak...InsyaALLAH...Ade sape2 nk jemput saya ke sane??? hehehhe....

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

another week

Okay...Again nk jugak post kt sini berkali2 yg saya sangat happy skang ni...Eventhough tgh stres...hahahahah..this is crazy, stress tapi happy...

Whatever la..tomorrow nk balik Gemas dh.. Stayed there about two nights and balik Seremban balik..Saturday night ni ade kenduri kt rumah Busu...And there will be a discussion @ updates on our trip...Hopefully takde problem especially on Visa n tickets... InsyaALLAH... Harap permudahkan la segalanya..


till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz

ps : sy stress sbbb...................................

lalalalala...

Saya sungguh excitedd...... lalalalalalalala



Happy sungguh arini...minggu nii....




Can't wait....



Hopefully everything went smoothly...



Berdoa dan trus berdoa....heheehheeh..



Doakan saya ye...


till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz

home sweet home

Okay..i'm back.. Baru je kembali ke home sweet home malam tadi..

Overall my holiday mmg best walaupun cume ddk melepak dalam hotel and pusing town je... Yang paling puas hati saya dapat mkn semua bende favourite saya.. Dah berbulan craving those foods..Sumpah, mmg kekenyangan sepanjang 3 ari ni,sampai rase nk muntah2,hehehehe...

Well, For me n my family, holiday is all about jalan2 cari makan.So jangan terkejut if byk tempat mkn yg kitorg dh try..My father mmg sangat adventureous dalam hal2 mencari tempat makan yg best ni..heheheh..Jangan ade dgr je ade tempat makan best mmg kitorg akan try..

On d way to Penang, my dad decided to give a try on MEE UDANG at KUALA SEPETANG.. Sumpah tempat tu mmg ulu n jauh okayy jalan mati lagi..But the Mee Udang totally awesome..Cair woo tgk udang2 yg gemuk2 belaka n mmg heaven giler ahhh dapat menyedut segala isi udang tu..(serius bunyik agak geli tp sumpah saya cakap mmg heaven...)

Bukan nk cakap besar tapi saya mmg tak penah dengar name tempat ni.... A lil info copied from Wikipedia ( at least ade gak wiki pasal Kuala Sepetang..Gemas ade x???hahahahha...)

Kuala Sepetang is a coastal town located in Perak, Malaysia. The town was formerly known as Port Weld after a former Governor, Frederick Weld. It is a thriving fishing village, and the main jumping-off point to the river mouth community of Kuala Sanggar, which is a Chinese fishing community at the river mouth which specializes in fish breeding in cages. The Port Weld railway station was located at the centre of town. The whole railway line from here to Taiping, which was the first railway line in the Peninsular, is now dismantled, and now only the ticketing booth and the Port Weld railway signboard remain. The ticketing booth is now a Chinese coffee shop, and the shopowner has been maintaining the railway signboard.[1]

Kuala Sepetang has excellent seafood and it has a famous restaurant situated on the upper floor of a shop lot overlooking the river. Kuala Sepetang is also well known for its mangrove swamp reserve park which is open to the public daily. It has a boardwalk built over the swamp for tourists, and chalets in which tourists can rent to stay the night on the riverfront.

The village is very popular with its Curry Mee (Only sold at afternoon time)

Well, dh name pun Kuala Sepetang mmg sah2 la situated kt kuala kn..Tempat ni mmg penghujung so kalo sesat patah balik la sbb mmg takde jalan keluar, ujung die kuala sungai,heheheh... Dulu2 namenye Port Weld..(saya tak berapa pandai sejarah so agak blur...) Port Weld ni dulu tempat British kumpul timah..(ye ke???) Whatever la, tapi on d way to the Kuala mmg dh byk sign board pasal Mee Udang.. Pilih je Mak Jah ade, Mak Teh ade, Pak Hamid ade, mcm2 ade..But we choosed the one yg nampak agak class skit la..Nk makan kene cr kedai yg cantik skit kn,hehehehe... And yes my dad ade stated that the only charcoal factory in Malaysia is here just before the Kuala..

Sorry la gambar mmg tak sempat ambik, sbb terlampau gorgeus udang2 nye..Sampai2 je trus ngap..hahahha.. Tapi overall mmg okay and sgt affordable..Kalo nk tgk gambar search jr Mee udang mak Jah..mmg byk rupenye..Even dh penah msk Majalah 3 dh pun..Saya yg ketinggalan zaman,,hahahaha...

Kt Penang macam biasela, Nasi Kandaq satu macha!!!! heheheh..terlepas sh gian nk mkn nasi kandaq..Mmmg masyuk abis, tapi saya ni pelik skit, kalo nasi kandaq tu makan sekali je, pastu tak bley blah dh... Kesimpulannya mkn sekali tu mestila dgn penuh nikmat, sbb pastu tak kan makan lagi,heheheh...

And yesterday on d way balik macam biase singgah kt Taiping pekena Koew Teow Goreng Doli... Tak bley nk describe la, as a fan of koew teow goreng, this is the best one..Mmg tak terkata la, rase mcm nk makan ari2 je kt sane, ape la nasib Taiping tu jauh....

Saya mmg tak byk ambik gambar tuk tempek kt sini...MALASSS!!!! nk upload pun lambat,,tak kuasa la aku..

till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz


ps : Tgh busy settling doc for my next holiday...I am going to JAPAN sooooonnnn.....yadaaa yadaaa....

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Holiday yg tak dirancang

Actually my cuti byk lagi,disebabkan tak boley di carry ke taun dpn since sy blm sah jawatan, so agak rugi la kalo nk biarkan cuti tu burn cmtu je.. Saya mmg berkira bab cuti ek..Lagi lame tak pegi sekolah, lagi senang hati saya.. Because of that i decided to take one for this coming tuesday.. Since Monday is a public holiday for N9, subsequently my cuti jadi 4 hariiii...Hoooraaaay!!!

At first i just planned to spend my cuti at home n maybe go out for a day or two..Since i prefer lepaking myself at home..(sy mmg home type person,hehehee...) i dh planed nk buat chesscake lagi tau..At a very last minute yesterday, my mom decided to cuti on tuesday jugak..terpengaruh ngan saya la tu,heheheh...

Disebabkan sekeluarga dh bercuti panjang..ape lagii... Tak boley ddk diam la..heheeh.. Lps discuss ptg smlm, we decided to go up north..Saje nk melepaskan penat, so jalan2 la.. And since Penang is our family-favourite-state..So kesana la kami,hehehe.. Sejak my brother transfer to Kl, lame jugak dh kitaorg tak kesana.. The last time we went there, ms CNY aritu kot.. Tak la lame mane kn, tp before this, every 2,3 month mesti kitorg naek penang...

So, skang ni tgh packing barang..Actually blum stat packing pun.. Tapi dh terbau dh nasi Kandar....Walllllahhhh..Ngak saba sungguh..heheheh..

Planning nk ke Quenssbay Mall, nk tgk kalo2 Aldo ade sale..If ade then i should buy the flats that i saw in Bangsar last weekend..

Owhh yaa... Yesterday i bought a new moisturiser for myself.. All this while i've been using L'oreal Whitening Cream.. i found that this cream is okay with me(saya sgt choosy bile bab2 cream ni, sbb sy suke yg lightweight n non greasy cream....) And this l'oreal suits me.. Before this i used l'oreal Hydrafresh..mmg best, tp sbb dipengaruhi oleh unsur nk memutihkan muke yg gelap ni, so sy try la l'oreal whitening cream tu..heheheh
But the problem is, br2 ni l'oreal buat new formulation tuk cream yg sy pakai tu..And it turns out to be greasy...sy trus benci nk pkai..Lps pkai terasa heavy n berminyak... Then, after mencari new cream, i decided to a give a try on this new cream.. Sebenanye mmg dh lame aim nk try, skang ni br rase nk try..

At last smlm i beli Olay Total Effects 7 in 1 Anti Ageing Cream..Before this i thought this cream is for women yg age 30+.. Tapi lps bace review psal cream ni, br tau ist okay for early 20s pkai cream ni n sebenanye mmg digalakn... So i pun try la beli n dh stat pkai smlm..And luckily, this cream mmg okay..Tak berminyak n lightweigth.. Tapi yg tak bestnye die takde SPF..Same mcm Hydrafresh..That is one of the reason i tuka pkai L'oreal Whitening Cream sbb die ade SPF.. Tapi, try je la dulu kan.. Mane tau serasi.. Tapi mmg muke ni mmg Kdg2 pkai ape pun xde effect,die mcm tu jugak,hehehe..beli mahal2 pun same jugak..Let's try for somethin yg cheap, mane tau okay kn..I bkn nk memutihkn muke ke ape, just to have a very fine skin tone..

Overall,we'll see okay..

Dah2..panjang plak entry ni..Asalnye nk buat entry yg pendek je,heehehe...

Gotta go..nk stat packing..i'll be back on monday...

till then
take off with love


illhamshiraz


ps : i missed someone..why on earth he's now not what he used to be before...

Monday, October 19, 2009

Aldo vs Nine West vs Crocs

Sehari sampai 3 post..Nmpak sangat emosi tak stabilkn,hahahahahah...

See, my emosi mmg tak stabil..Tadi mcm bengang giler nk mampos kn, ni tetibe dh bley bergurau senda plak..siap dh gelak guling2 tadi... Konfius ke tidakperangai pompuan sorg ni??? Sbb tu kot hanya ade sorg laki dlm dunia ni yg sanggup layan prempuan mereng mcm saya ni... Dalam sekelip mate bley berubah mood... Ntah2, mase tgh taip entry ni bley nangis teresak2..Sape tau kn,heheeheh...Dah dah cukup tu Sha..Semua dh paham emosi mmg tgh tak stabil.. Disebabkan emosi yg tak stabil ni jugakla saya dh bergaduh ngan abg saya smlm..Ye ke smlm?? bkn dh 2 ari ke?? Ke dh 3 ari??Ntahla. yang pasti mmg tgh perang la ni... Biarla,malas nk layan orang cmtu,menyakitkan hati je..Biar die ngan dunia die,ngan gf die..i dont even care..WHATEVER.. Enough enough modd baru nk okay,jangan nk spoilkn plak..heheheheh..

Kenape saya happy semula???

Smlm i went to Bangsar Village... Motif ke sana nk makan,heheheh.. Lps parking kt valet,my cousin mmg suke valet parking, nsb baek bwk Alfa Romeo die yg mengancam tu, kalo stakat keta saya tu, dreaming la,buat malu kaum je....hehehe..But really imagine a girl umur br 17 bwk Alfa sport kaler putih, tak ke mengancam..uissshhhhh...Nasib baek die tak bwk X5 die smlm,kalo tak lagi meraung orang sekeliling tgk,hehehe...Tak kire, one day kene gak drive that Alfa, sangat gorgeous tak hingat dunia okayyy...Baiklah baiklah dh lari dr tajuk kn...

Ceritanye macam ni, motif nk g brunch je, so kitorg lepak kt Delicious.. Food mmg delicious la, but service a bit kureng skit.. I order Sirloin Steak Sandwich with Onion Relish and Toasted Ciabatta and mmg satisfied la..Portion die just nice and the steak mmg perfect. Even Adek n Bai pun prefered mine than theirs,heheheeh...

Lepas kekenyangan kitorg ddk la borak2..Hajat di hati nk borak lame skit so that bile makanan tu turun bley la order desert plak, tapi tinggal harapan je, sbb lps setengah jam, perut still penuh n waitress pun dh pandang2..tak reti nk balik ke prempuan 3 org ni??? hahahaahaah..

Pastu jalan2 la keliling Bangsar Village tu..Tenampak plak ALDO.. Harapan la kalo tak masuk kn..I love Aldo.. Masuk2 ternampak satu flats yg sangat gorgeous.. FLAT??? Sejak bile ko reti nk pkai flats ni Sha???? Hehehe.. sebenanye saya mmg dh lame survey flats tuk kegunaan leisure or kt sekolah tapi blum la terjumpa mane yg berkenan.. before this i've been thinking on buying crocs (Prima or Alice) tapi pikir2 balik mcm tak nak plak sbb crocs ni tak nampak formal kn..So kalo pkai bj kurung sangat la kurang sesuwaiiii..hehehee..

Tapi buat masa sekarang dh berkenan flats yg tgk kt Aldo smlm.. Its a simpla one called MARKEVICH. i did try n sangat comfortable.. that is why i love deisgners shoes..Its worth buying okay. Mmg akan puas hati la.. But i tak beli pun lagi sbb i nk survey Nine West dulu mane la tau kot2 ade yg lagi sesuai.. So this coming nk g KlCC nk survey Nine West n shopping...Gosh!!! Tak sabarnye dhla cuti 4 ari..I loikeeee..hehheehhe..

Tapi stakat yang saya tgk kt website Nine West i berkenan ngan Nine West Peacock. Simple jugak..


But on the other hand Adek advice me to buy Chanel Or Gucci flats. Wah2, mampu ke??? Alasan adek, every women should have one Gucci or Chanel shoes..Its a must,hehehe...Hehehe,kene la kumpul duit skit but seriusly i likes her Chanel Shoes..Mmg sangat gorgeous tahap gaban.Sumpah tak tipu..tak caye ke?? tgk kt bwh ni?? Manusia mane taknak Chanel shoes ni sila derma kt saya ye..Saya nk sangat2..sigh..

my oh my..ive been surfing the internet for the whole day.. Mate saya pun dh naek kelabu ni,mesti bertambah rabun la pasni Sha oiii...

Cukup cukuplah tu..Esok dh nak balik Gemas. Byk lagi keje menunggu..Soalan peksa pun tak start buat lagi.Ape nk jadi ni Sha.. Sha diserang penyakit MALASSS!!!!..hehehehe..

Enough for today. 3 post mmg nmpak mcm giler kuasa kan,hahahahah.. Ape saya pedulik, ni blog sy sendri, suke ati la kan.. Letak 10 post pun takde orang marah,heheheeh..

Ya ampun...Panjangnye entry ni..Okayla..Pen off.. Nak beradu dulu..


till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz


ps : Mood dh okay kot..Saya dh ckp sy mmg pelik..hihihihhi...

emosiku tak stabil

Saya masih agak blur kenape dalam 2,3 minggu ni emosi saya amatlah tak stabil.. Ni bkn tahap mcm selalu,ni sah melampau sgt dh ni...Memula happy giler, sampai rase nk melompat2 kegirangan, 5 minit pastu tetibe rase nk nangis plak...Sirius mmg sy nangis.. Saya ni normal ke tidak???? Nak kate PMS, dh period dh pun, tapi ape masalahnye ni????

Ishhhhhh....4 ari kt umah ni, dh dua kali menangis.. Kenape ek??? saya ni bkn la jenis yg kaki menangis, even break ngan bf pun tak nangis, tapi kenapa tibe2 skang sy menjadi seorang yg sangat sensitifff???? Sensitif ke??? Sensitif sbb ape plak??? Takde angin xde ribut, xde sape kaco tetibe je nk nangis...Sindrom ape ni????

Sebenanye sy tgh bad mood skang ni... Tak tahu kenape..Pagi tadi still okay,sangat happy..rasenye sugar level sangat tinggi sampai merajinkan diri memasak lunch tuk seisi keluarga... But lepas lunch modd makin lame makin takde....tibe2 rase nk marah2, nk mengamuk, semua bende yg buat sumer tak kene, nk buat keje pun tak menjadi, alih2 tak bgn2 mengadap laptop..Bkn buat keje pun, baca blog orang...

Tapi saya rase bad mood untuk arini ade 2 sebab.. Firstly sebab sok kene sekolah..SHIT..i hate school...(Sangat tak beradab tuk cakap cmni, tapi sy mmg tgh nk meluahkan perasan so who caress kn????) And secondly my mom did promise me to come back early today.. So, i already plan to go out with her, somehow my mom balik around 5.30pm.. Sape tak hangin kn.. Pastu tadi lepas mandi around 6.15pm igtkan nk keluar g Jusco la kejap, nk beli some groceries tuk bwk blk, tapi my dad dh park his car behind mine...Soooo??? Ini semua telah menambah kemarahan dan ketakpuasan hati saya ni...huh.. Mmg la bende tu kecik je, tapi paham tak kalo kite dh mmg takde mood, pastu nk buat somethin, ade bende menghalang, sure kite rase STRESS kn... Thats how i felt..STRESSS...MARAH...BENGANG...and mcm2 lagi la... Dah tu lapar plak.. Nak makan tak selera..huhuhuhuh..Rase nk jerit je kuat2..Bagi semua org paham ape sy rase!!!

Eh..saya ni attention seeker ke??? Ade kaitan ke??? Saya ni kurang kasih sayang ke??? Tak tentu pasal nk merajuk, nk marah2, nk bengang2???? STRESSSS... Kalo trus2 cmni mmg tak bagus tuk saya ni..Esok dh nk sekolah, cukup la dh 2 mggu my students jd mangsa, minggu ni taknak lg la.. Saya nk menjadi bubly mcm dulu..Kenape kene bad mood ni???

Help me people..Ape masalah sy ni???? dh 3 minggu cmni..This is soo not me... Im dying..rescue me!!!!!

Mode : kawennnn


Hahahahahha... Jangan terkejut, saya belum nk berkahwen lagi..

Disebabkan mood saya tersangat la baik mlm ni,so sy tersangat la rajin nk update blog ni..

Baiklah..baiklah..sambung balik cerita...

Ni nk cite skit pasal one of my fren yg kawen last weekend..Well, both bride n groom (Mok n Lutfi) were my frens back in gontam.. Panjang kisah cinta dorg ni, tapi yg sy igt setakat sekolah je la, pastu lame x contact, alih2 mase gathering bukak pose aritu dorg bg kad jemputan.. All i can say is, they are such a lovey dovey sweetty little pie couple,hehehehe..SANGAT JELES OKAYYYY!!!! (pehal smpai nk bold ni???)

Tapi yg tak puas atinye, dorg dh curi my colour theme,huhuhuhu...perasan ko Sha, mcm la nk kawen bln depan,ceitttttt...Perasan perasan.. heheheh..

Theme : Red n White..Sangat gorgeous..Sumpah..Instead choosing Deep Red or Deep Maroon, they choosed Chili red n the result sangat overwhelming..Takdela pedih mate pun tgk(sory mok, no offense, aku puji lg ade la ni,hehehehe..) n it turn outs to be good, sangat cantik..Okay2, paham dah, mmg cantik Sha..Mentang2 colour idaman kalbu ko, bukan maen promote lagi.cube colour hijau,sure ko dh menyumpah seranah kn,hahahahahah..(sape2 jangan terasa okay, hijau is sooo not mee...) Bukan cakap cmni sbb sy suke colour ni, tp mmg color combination tu sgt menjadi...Lagipun saya rase colour ni tgh "in" skang ni..Bak kate Kak AMie la.. I was jatuh cinta when i first saw Kak Amie's Wedding photo..Red n white jugak... But for me, i probably twist a liltle bit, tak mau la same je kn...Tapi itu sumer ade laaa RAHSIA... Baiklah Sha, tak paham kenape beria2 sgt ngan colour2 ni.. Nak kawen dh ke???? Dh ade org dtg meminang ke smpai nk berangan smpai cmni??? Pirahhhhh... Bf pun tak lepas lg, dh berangan mcm2,hihihihi....... Sila kumpul duit dulu ye kalo nk Man Kajang or Citra..huishhh..

Malas nk cite pjg,layan je la gambar ek,hehhehe.... (credit to machit..)


Bride n groom..


comeynye korg,ehehehe..


ladies of eightyfivers


some of eightyfivers yg dtg..


chip n dale


rumateku mase form 1


me n my besties Taro

okayla... Thats all..Byk lg picture..Tapi sumer kt facebook, tak kuasa nk upload byk2..Ni pun sumer gambar yg rembat dr fb Machit...Gambar dlm my own camera still tak transfer lagi.. Tu kan my bad habit...Pemalas,hahahahhaah...


Till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz

ps : Kan dh kate mood sy skang sgt baik..so entry pun best2 je semua,hehehheeh...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

mode

Having soooo much fun today...



MODE : HAPPYYYYY.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Randomness

This morning around 8am when I was just starting to check my student's homework, i heard a beep sound from my fon. A bit pelik la kn, since it was still early in the morning to received any message from anyone. I read the sms and it was not from anyone in my fon list...

Anonymous : "Bagi akak no mak ngah"

I was like...who's this?? sms ing me early in the morning and asking for makngah's no. And again i was like 'Akak' ??? Do i have any sisters??? It's totally weird lol.. and i took about 5 minutes just to refresh my memories on remembering anyone that might be possible to sms and the probability on anyone who didnt know makngah's number... I've surrender n replied.....

Me : Sape ni???

Anonymous : Kak S***** laa...

Hehe..Btw it was my cousin's wife (my father's side) Sebab tu im kind of a bit blur, mane ade i simpan no fon dorg sumer. Then saya pun sms la my mom's no kt die...(On my father's side makngah is my mom) After replying her sms, i called my mom just to inform her in case ade pape kn, so that my mom bley la prepare jwpn awal2,heheheh..(kami anak beranak mmg sekepala,heheeh...)

Me : Mak morning...buatpe?? Bz ke???

Mommy : Kat sekolah ni...

Me : Mak, tadi ade someone sms.. Die kate " bagi akak no mak ngah" .Mak teka la sape??

Mommy : Sape???

Me : Kak S*****..heheheheh

Mommy : Owhh...hehehehehe.. Nape ek???

Me : mmmmh..Ntahla.Get ready je la,heheheh

Mommy : Owhhh..die nk order kek kt Mak Ngah kot...

Me : Haaaa?????

Mommy : Ye la, nk order kek kt Makngah la tu..

Me : Hahahahaahahah... Mak!!! Mak ngah tu mak laa... Bkn Makngah Tipah,haahahaha

Mommy : Owh..ha a laaa...hahahahha...
lupe plak..hahahaha

...both of us continue laughing for a while before updating on each other...hihihihihihi...

Well, my mom got confused with the name panggilan already..She assumed that Kak S***** wanted my aunty's no (my makngah on mommy's side) But she's forgot that she is the makngah...heheheheeh...


till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz

ps : nk balik esok...cuti 4 hari..yeayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

ps : My brother was admitted at SJMC last weekend..Ade masalah pernafasan n br je discharged semalam....Sepanjang cuti ni i need to babysit him la nampak gayenye...cehhh,musnah harapan nk berfoya2...huhuhuu...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

counting days.....

Kenape counting days????? mmmmmh....heheheehe

Berape hari lagi???? 2 hari lagi...hehehehe

Ade ape 2 hari lagi????? Hehehehe...rahsiaaa laaa...

Takkan tu pun nk rahsia ???? Mestila...heheheheh

Kite teka la???? Boley...teka la..hehehehe

mmmmmhh...Awk nk kawen ek???? Ish...takla secepat tu,tetibe je....hehehhee..

Abistu???? Teka la....kate nk teka kn..hehehhe

Mmmmh....Awk nk g dating???? Tak maen la dating2 skang...hehehe

lol.....abistu????? Adelaaaa....................hehehehehe

Mengada.





till then

take off with love
illhamshiraz


ps: Suddenly i'm changing from a complicated one menjadi a drama quenn...bley ke??? bley bley..i loike..hehehehe...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Unbelieveable...

I did somethin that might sound crazy...yup, totally crazy.. luckily i've been anyonomous...So maybe takde sape akan tau kn...N yg plg penting jgn la tuan bdn tu kenal sape yg buat keje giler tu kt die...heheheh...Finger cross...


Basicallly, my week as productive as usual..bkn productive tang keje la tapi tang makan,huhuhu... I just dont realize that i've gained a lot, until yesterday, my favourite black shirt doesn't seem "longgar" as usual.....Bayangkan la, kt bahagian tgn mcm dh ketat skit, kt perut pun.... Sebelum puase that shirt looks good on me...But today mcm balut nangka okayyyyyy.....Freakingggggg!!!!!!!!! Lepas je menyedari kegemukan diri sendri, I pun dh bulat hati nk diet balik...Bkn nk kurus mane pun, dpt mcm yg sblm puasa pun jadila... Tapi mampu ke??? Ngan kadar Open House setiap ari kt sini, mcm x menjadi je,huhuhu... Semalam pun smpai naek tegang perut p open house...Dr balik sekolah straight pegi beraya umah akak2 senior...Yang dorg plak, pantang dgr org nk dtg beraya, mcm2 la yg dimasak... Smpai request2 tak yah msk dh,sbb perut dh sendat bebenor..hehehehe... Anyway..mmmg best la enviroment kt cni skang...

Oooops!!!Sha dh berubah ke????? Tak...Sha ttp Sha.. cume Sha yg ade skang ni dh mule dpt biasekan diri kt sini...Dh dkt setahun kn, tak mungkin la tak terbiasa kn,hehehehe..... Tapi syarat ttp satu, tiap mggu blk Seremban,hihihihihih.....

Besides all those happy dappy thingy around me, ade somethin yg merisaukan saya jugak... Last week there was somethin unexpected, unbelieveable, dan mcm2 'un' lagi.... Tak payah la nk cite kt sini kan, sbb i did promise with someone to keep it as a secret...Not until it was supposed to be reveal... It's about one of my closed freind.. I know, she's having the biggest challenge in her life.. And i already promise to her sister, to help her wherever needed..

Gosh..bile bende2 cmni terjadi, baru la rase risau ttg masa depan saya nnti..Sumer yang kita rancang tak mungkin bley terjadi, ianya bergantung kepada Qada' n Qadar. Mungkin itu yg dh tertulis untuk kite.. Tapi saya pasti, setiap yang berlaku pasti ade hikmah yang tersendri.. mungkin kite kecewa sekarang tapi sape tau mungkin kekecewaan itu akan memberi kite kebahagiann yang tiada tolok bandingan satu hari nanti...

Okayla..Pen off... Byk lg keje yang menunngu ni...


till then

Take off with love
illhamshiraz

ps: to her.. Just stay what u are.. All of us will be by ur side no matter what happen...He's such a stupid coward ego young men...Ignore him..

ps : i need a new pairs of jeans...Gaji oh gaji....cepatlaaaaaaa,heehhehehehe