Auf Wiedersehen 2008

tick tock tick tock...2009 just around me.....

first impression..makin tua la pasni... 2009=24..huarghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
yearly planning = kumpul duit as much as i can then....HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

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mmmh, rase mcm br je semalam celebrate the year 2008, n now nk msk dh 2009..a year had passed, 364 days had left, but 2008 still in my heart,hihhih..so all around, 2008 definitely a great year for me,even bumps here and there..biasela kan,lumrah alam,but im still here, faithfully and never loose control..bravo sha!..hehehe..perasan sungguh aku ni! (*~*)

So, i do hope 2009 will be a great year for me. As i know it's not gonna be an easy one since it's my first year experiencing life as a teacher...bkn sebarang cikgu tau, cikgu fizik lagi,hahahaha.. "pade hal fizik ko tu x la sehebat mane sha!! hik..hik..hik.." kenyatan aku yg maha tulus tuh..hahaha..

Every now and then bile masuk taun baru je, people must be talking bout the new azam taun baru and ape yg aku perasan aku pun same jugak. Tapi masalahnye at the end of the year berjaya ke?? Tercapai ke?? Or yg paling best, ingat lagi ke azam tu??? haihh..yg last tu specific skit kt diri sendiri ek..hihihihih...
Yes, i can't even remember my own azam for 2008..don't blame me,it's just in my bloody short term memories, dalam seminggu je ingat, pastu trus lost..hahahhaa.. So, to take a new steps, i then decided to change "Azam Taun Baru" to " MY 2009 TARGET" haihhh..gempak dak???? sha mmg suke perasan gempak..hehehhee (+ __+)

MY 2009 TARGET

p/s : since 2009 aku dh bekerja so jangan tekejut kalo target aku nmpak mcm materialistik skit, bknye xde bende2 tu, just nk rase beli ngan titik peluh sendiri, chewahhhhhh..hahahaha..

1) Go for a holiday > this time around terlebih excited nk g holiday gune duit sendri..hehehe..So i'm thinking Ausssie ( Gold Coast la uols but probably Perth kot since my dad nk sangat g sane,pasrah je la.. ) or maybe London again...( yes, i've been there once and i wanna go there again) or maybe Makkah ( and later Riyadh and Dubai, sebenarnye ni mmg n wajib akan pegi just tggu mase yg sesuai,hehehe )

2) Diet > Each year bende ni ade dlm list, tp at last for 2008 aku berjaya gak turunkan almost 5 kilos within nov and dec...so jan smbg lagi diet,hehehe..hajat di hati nk turunkan lagi beberapa kilosss ni... berjaya ke????? kite tunggguuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!

3) Be a better and wiser person > and a good teacher.. Yes, x nk dh marah2, angin x tentu pasal,moody..and kene berubah on some of my attitude lor..

4) Perbanyak amal ibadat > Yang ni wajib and mesti ditingkatkan..kene insaf skit, jgn nk nakal2 dh,dh makin tua cik sha oiiii!!!.bkn makin mude..haishhhh..

5) LOVE > in general nk menyayangi sumer org yg sayang aku,sayang kt binatang, x nk bunuh semut dh!!! n in specific ways to the person that i loved so muchhhh, i wanna love him more and more every day..hehehe..InsyaALLAh

6) Start to appreciate my life > in every single things happened in me, in my life, my family, my love one, my friends, n people arounds me...

----- Banyak gak yg aku target ni.. tapi berjaya ke???? kite tggu n lihat je,hehhehe...


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" HAPPY NEW YEAR "

" WELCOME 2009"

" May a Great Year Ahead"

take off with love
illham shiraz

Posting oh posting...

mmmmh, arini dh 3rd December, tp posting aku still x kua lg....
adoiii, pehal lmbt sgt ni...
patutnye by this week mestila dh kua.. kn Januari nk lapor diri dh...
ape masalah KPM ni???
bley x dorg bgtau tmpt posting tu cpt skit...
at least bley la ready pape..
mane la tau kot2 tercampak jauh nun di sabah n sarawak..
sempat la nk prepare pape yg penting dalam sebulan ni..
jgn last minute, tinggal semggu dua br dorg nk bgtau posting dhla...
time tu kalo aku plak dpt nun jauh di sane...
tu yg mmg rase nk ngamuk tu....

dorg ni nk buat SUPRISE plakkk...
bagitau je la cpt2..
aku ni dh x senang ddk dh since isnin aritu..
sbb aku la manusia yg g menyebarkan kt kawan2 aku posting kua awal disember...
hahahhaha...tu sumer atas kajian aku sendiri tau kawan2, jgn la mudah terpengaruh,heheh..
mmm..sesungguhnya aku dh makin x saba tunggu posting aku kua...
agak2 mane la aku dapat ek?????

kalo ikut instinct aku yg maha hebat ni, aku rase la.....

70% untuk aku dpt yg nun jauh di sane tu (sbh n swk)

20% lg tuk aku dapat kt area n9...tu pun atas bantuan n pertolongan org la, tp aku x yakin sgt la.

and another 1
10% lg tuk aku dpt mane2 negeri yg selebihnya...

....huhuuhuhuhu...

ishhhh, kalo dipikirkan blk bley ke aku survive kalo aku dihantar kt tempat yg jauh di sane tu??
stakat dok seremban ni pun aku dh busan nk mampus, ni kn plak kat sane...

aku rase aku bley kot survive kalo kt kuching ke, kt KK ke...
tp kalo yg jauh dr town tu...
lemah skit aku niiiiiiiii...hihihih...

and yg paling penting skali..
if aku dapat mane2 posting kt sane..
aku dh berjaya memujuk seseorang tu tuk ikut aku ddk sane...yeaaaaaaa!!!!!!
tu je part yg gembira stakat ni..hehehhe
ok la tu at least there's somethin that can make me smileee kn... a long wide smileeeeeeeeee =)

and kalo aku ditakdirkan tuk dapat nun jauh di sane tu....
aku lg rela kalo dorg bagi aku sabah...
Please send me to sabah but not sarawak...
i nk g Sabah jugak, jangan anta kt Sarawak!!!!
Kt Sabah tu dh ade org yg volunteer nk jg aku,hihihih..
lagi2 kalo aku kat KK..
bkn stakat jage je tau...mmmmm..ade laaaa..hahahaha ;)
n die pun xyah la nk risau slaloo..
sbb aku dh ade dpn mate knnn...heheheh..
ari2 bley jmpe tau!!!!!..
x yah dh webcam2 siang mlm,hehehhe....

tapi kalo aku dapat sarawak...
bley x aku nk mintak tuka posting aku ke sabah????
rase2nye KPM nk x layan permintaan aku tu???
hahahhaa...banyak songeh btl minah ni..

Sebenanye aku x kesah pun dapat mane2...
tp kalo ikutkan posting ni la penentu masa depan..cehhh..hehhe..
maknenye, nak x nk kene la duk kt tmpt tu at least 3 taun...
or smpai kawen, baru bley mintak transfer...
sbb tu ramai kawan2 aku prefer kwen awal..
but for me...no way..
Live life till the fullest...
abis enjoy...br kawenn...
sbb aku ni jenis x suke komitmen kot...
so, paham2 je la ye...

tapi kalo aku dapat jauh nun di sane tu..
aku sedey skit la....sedey byk woooooo...
ye la jauh dr my family kn...
jauh dr my lil sister...
x dpt dh nk join family activity aku yg best2 nih...
x dpt nk mengepoh ngan cousin2 aku tuu...
x dpt dh nk jmpe n lepak ngan dorg slalooooo....
n aku mesti miss ms2 gembira bile dorg nk organize wedding..huhuh..
next year kn ade 2 wedding dlm family aku niii...
nnti kak E tunang pun aku x dpt blk,huhuhuh....
x mau, nk balik jugak!!!!!!!
dh janji nk pakai lilac kn..huhuhuhu......

tu la sbenanye.......
sbb family la aku x nk dpt posting jauh nun di sane tu..
sbb laen....

1. aku suke shopping.. (dorothy, topshop,mng......)
   
2. aku suke tgk wayang (gsc,tgv....
   
3. aku suke mknnnn..( burger king, mcd,pizza,manhattan,secret recipe......huwaaaaaaa!!!!
   

sumer yg aku suke tu xde kat sane..huhuhu..
kalo ade pun kt town besar2...
mcm la aku dpt kt town...
skali aku dpt kt tepi pulau...
br aku tau..huhuhu...

cmne pun, mane KPM anta....
aku akan pegi jugak...
cari pengalaman hidup yg baru...
tengok tempat orang...
be independent..
survival skitt...
let go all my bad habits tu,hehhee..

tuk org2 KPM tu,
cepatla bg postingggg....
aku dh x saba nk tau mane tempat aku nk g ni...
aku ni tiap ari celik2 mate, trus bukak website MOE...
berdebar siot..hehehe
i wanna be the first one to know....
sbb ms tu dgn bangganye, bley la aku inform member2 laen yg result posting dh kua...hihihi..perasan la plak..hehhe

arap2 by this week dapat la tau...
bley prepare ape yg ptt..
mentally and physically...tu kalo aku dapat jauh nun di sane tu la..

janganla next week die br nk bagitau...
i'm not gonna be around for the whole week...
i'm heading north...balik kg..
hahaha..sejak bile aku jd org utara ni???? perasan x abis btl!!!!!!!
yes, my dad dh promise nk bwk mkn char koew teow DOLI kt taiping tu ..
and org kate mmg sdp gile..
since aku ni peminat char koew teow, of course aku nk rase...hehehe
tp dh byk kali ktorg singgah..
singgah je, kdai tu mesti ttp...
arap2 this time x la...

eh, ok..dh terlari dr tajuk plak,hahahha...
so ms aku kt utara nnti internet connection xde..
so kalo result posting kua nnti x mau la kawan aku yg cek kn tuk aku..
x SUPRISE maaaaaaaa!!!!!
huhuhuhuhu.....


mmmmh, panjang btl aku merepek stakat nk cite pasal posting yg x dapat lg tu kn..hehehhe..
bile dh dpt posting nnti, i'll inform kay...

tuk sape yg x suke bc, x yah bc ye..
yg suke bc tu, rajen2 la tinggalkn komen pape tuk aku, bg kate2 semangat skit ke, chewahhhhh, mcm la aku nk g naek bulan kn,hahahaha...

till then,daaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

take off with love
illham shiraz

Wedding Issue Vol 1

yup, it's december ya'll...hehehhe

bile msk je bln ni, bende first yg kite terbayang mesti cuti sekolah kn, n bile cuti sekolah start maknenye byk la wedding. Kalo kite lalu kt area tman mase musim2 cuti sekolah ni, mesti kite dpt tengok satu pemandnagn br kt simpang2, where people letak direction to wedding si... and si..., hehhe.. Tu la adat kt Malaysia skang ni, bile time cuti sekolah je sumer sebok nk kahwin. Smpai skang pun aku x paham knape nk kene tggu musim cuti sekolah br nk kawen, pelik btl. Tp bile di fikirkan balik kalo kite kahwin ngan org jauh contohnya, org kelantan kahwin ngan orang N.Sembilan patut gak la buat ms cuti sekolah, sbb sng la smbl anta kahwin smbl2 tu bley cuti2 malaysia...chewaaaahhhhhh..hahhahaha..ade makna tersirat sebenanye tu,hahaha.. So,kalo kes cmtu ptt la dipertimbangkan. Ni x, dhla kahwin same negeri, ade yg selang brape umah pun nk buat ms cuti sekolah, p la cr date laen yg x menyusahkan org.. Patutnye ms cuti sekolah ni la parents nk bawak anak2 g holiday, tp bile dh ade jemputan mcm ni, rase bersalah plak kalo x g bile org dh ajak kn...mmmmmh,ssh btl la..

Sbenanye, motif utama aku arini nk cite pasal wedding, ahaks,hehhe.. Dalam family aku pun (to be specific my mom's side) kitorg pun skang ni dh msk mood wedding. jgn x tau, dh siap ambik giliran tau!! bley x, kahwin pun dlm family aku ni ade giliran, sape cpt die dpt..hahahha.. so, next year punye giliran dh penuh, since setaun dilimitkan 2 org je,heheh..adoiiiii, bile nk smpai turn aku ni, dhla berdozen lg sepupu yg atas aku tu x reti2 nk kahwin, ish, kurang asam btl dorg ni....hahaha,padehal bkn aku kesah pun, bknye ade calon lg, n yg plg penting aku bknye ade duit lg pun nk kahwin,ahaksssss..hehehe

well, next year giliran Abg Fairus and Kak E, utamakan mereka yg lebih tua,hehehe.. Sjak family aku get involved into wedding things ni br la aku realise it does cost a lot of money especially kalo kite nk yg terbaek..Of course la kn sape nk wedding yg sempoi2 je?? Well not for me, i want a fully organize wedding from scratch and on tiny little things..Yes, it's an experience of a lifetime..Eventhough aku rase mase tuk aku kahwin tu lmbt lg(mengikut kiraan aku sendiri lg 4 taun,heheh,tua dh makcik ms tu,hahahah) tp aku dh tau ape aku nk. N if u ask me know, i dh tau mane nk buat my wedding dress, who gonna be the designer, who's the photographer, and all the tiny little things,hehhe.. ni sumer berkat kegemaran aku yg suke surf pasal weddingthings la,hehehhe.. Ok, honestly i love MAN KAJANG custom made dresses, jgn la kire pasal harge cos its once in a lifetime experience. Bile lg nk rase diri kite mcm princess kn pkai bj harga ribu2 tuh.Biar berhabis asalkan hati puas,hehehe..Photographer, i suggest MANGGAR STUDIO or KINCHAN STUDIO, both nmpak bgs, (kalo nk tau more info, google je dorg kt fotopages ) My cousin ade ambik dgn maggar studio and the picture is like faboulous gilerrrrr,berbaloi habis almost 5k kt photographer, mmg puas hati giler,heheheh..And kalo make up plak, NURUL SHUKOR, she's the master...buat kite nmpak cntik in just a simple n natural..heheh..

Kesimpulannye, kalo aku nk kahwin nnti, memandangkan sumer yg aku nk tu harganye boley tahan, terpakse la aku kumpul duit dr skang.. And to sesape yg berhajat nk kahwin dgn saye, kumpul la duit byk2, sbb tu x msk lg my HANTARAN WISHLIST,hahahhaha.. Bankrupt bakal laki aku kalo cmni,hehhehe...Tu x tanye lagi nk cincin kahwin yg cmne,hahahhaha..Material girl sungguh aku ni,hehehhe..saba je la.... ye la, kahwin kn sekali seumur idup,hehheeh,satu lg alasan yg aku suke pakai, n alasan ni mmg buat org berhabis duit, x gitu?????????

till then, i do hope to find my soulmate sooon...

p/s : sape2 yg nk cr hantaran,try la bukak this webpages http://merisikgallery.fotopages.com/?&page=3 Dorg buat hantaran gorgeus giler, sbb mostly pakai fresh flowers, cantik, serius giler, lawa..kalo la aku nk kahwin skang ni, mesti aku hired dorg..hehhe..

take off with love,
illham shiraz

saturday 29 november

i woke up today at 8.20 am, tu pun sbb fon umah ku berbunyi, sape la yg call pg2 buta ni, aku pun dgn mlsnye bgn nk g ambik la, suddenly br aku teringat, hari ni kn saturday, my mom ade kt umah, so biarla die yg angkat fon tu, lgpun of course la tuk die kn, so aku batalkan hasrat tuk bgn, n smbg blk tido,hahahhaa..teruk btl kan anak dara sorg ni,hehhe..aku pun guling2 la, dgn hajatnye nk tido blk, dlm 15 minit aku dok dlm selimut, x jugak dpt tido, aku pun bgn la.. rupenye yg call td my uncle, bg information terbaru pasal my uncle yg laen..

so here the story, actually my pak usu was admitted to hospital last night, katenye ade batu kt hempedu, so nk buat laser la, tp aku x comfirm plak bile.. Well, he just got back from london a few days ago, n ape yg aku dgr, mase kt london pun die admitted kt hospital, so my busu had to drive all the way to a few school there for my cousin pre test admission for her A level while my uncle still in the hospital ( i guess la, coz not really sure bout the education system in UK) gosh..ape pun, hope he's alright n gettin better..

Then about my another uncle, my anjang, he's coming back from Riyadh this morning, and actually aku dh dgr die sakit lame dh, since raya aritu, but he keep on denied it.. Mase raye aritu my alang and busu had asked him to came back to malaysia instead of fly all his children to riyadh, ye la kn ms tu die dh start skt, so blk raye and buat further check up, tp he insist ckp xde pape, nothin to worry, and this time anjang blk jugak, kate my mom dh semggu x dpt tido mlm, and he got a few issues yg nk di settelkn kt sini, and i hope one of them is mine, hahahahah.. kalo anjang still igt la kn,hehehe..btw,he should be worried bout his health, sbb my family ni ade sejarah skt jantung.. x sanggup rasenye nk tgk sorg lg my uncle msk ijn buat by pass, adoi,dh byk kali sgt g ijn tu tgk uncle2 aku buat by pass..

picture of anjang with umaira' (his first cucu)

I rase raye haji tahun ni meriah la agaknye, since my anjang pun dh blk, my busu, udo my cousin yg kt yemen tu probably x jd g buat haji taun ni, atas sbb2 yg x dpt dielakkan di saat2 terakhir.. after all semua yg berlaku tu ade hikmahnye and myb it's the best for all of us..

by then, praying for my family moga semuanya dipanjangkan umur dan dilindungi dr segala bencana n sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki, insyaAllah.

take off with love,
illham shiraz

start to appreciate my life..

i had a terrible headache today, dh lame dh x sakit kepala mcm ni, x tau la nape arini dtg blk, since ptg td it's getting worse, but i still here, writing bout somethin that i want to share..

Well, last few days, i stumble across this blog, my first impression bile tgk tuan tanah blog tu,mengingatkan aku kt someone, someone used to be close to me.. sekali pandang muke dorg ni ade iras2, so sbbkn tu aku pun explore la blog die, dr satu artikel ke satu artikel aku bc.. Luahan hati die btl2 buat aku tersentuh, coz i can felt that it is true from his heart. I adore him, sbb in a young age die dh ade company, he works hard everyday and his mum come first. Actually byk lg bende yg buat aku keep on bace blog die dr latest post die smpai la ke first post die, byk jugak la sbb blog tu start dr nov 07.. Bile bc blog die mcm2 aku rase, positif, negatif, and honestly he gave me a new perspective of life. Cara die bercerita mmg best,smpaikan kdg2 aku rase aku ade kt tempat die..tp ye la kn, bkn semua yg jd adalah kehendak kite, sumer tu takdir dr Allah. Tp sebenarnya kite masih boleh berdoa, minta dipulihkan hati kite tu untuk jalani hidup br, jgn anggap semua tu ketentuan Allah sahaja.

Reading his blog made me realise that there are so many things in life that we have to appreciate. " Tiap detik perjalanan hidup aku, merupakan pengajaran untuk aku menjadi lebih baik " I love the quote, since bg kesedaran skit kt aku ni yg x penah nk appreciate life aku sendri.. Thanks to him =) and i will keep on reading his blog...hehhee

Twilight

smlm g tgk twilight..ok gak la cite ni, best jugak..mayb sbb i love this kind of movies kot,mcm heroes skit,bende2 yg ade superpowers ni,heheh..and yes, i love vampires, for me vampires must be seorg yg hensem and this movies doesn't dissapoint me, since the vampire is damn gorgeous..hehehe..tp cite ni dh dimodenkkan, x mcm cite2 vampire yg laen.. and yg plg cute skali, there are vegetarian vampires,how cute is it,hehehe..they don't drink human blood, they just depend on animal blood,ade gak vampire yg baik kn..

here's the synopsis, copy from gsc :

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern day love story between a vampire and a human. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother remarries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn?t expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she?s ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance. Edward can run faster than a mountain lion, he can stop a moving car with his bare hands ? and he hasn?t aged since 1918. Like all vampires, he?s immortal. But he doesn?t have fangs, and he doesn?t drink human blood; Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for ? a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward & Bella do when James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi) and Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre), the Cullens? mortal vampire enemies, come to town, looking for her?

Kekasih Gelap

aku x paham btl dgn ape yg dh jd skang ni, is he telling me the truth or is it me who being so dumb all this while yg x nmpak bende yg btl dpn mate or x dpt bezakan bende yg tersirat di sebalik sumer ni??? atau aku yg dh kene tipu??? ish, konfius btl..sape yg jd kekasih gelap sebenarnye?? aku ke?? or perempuan tu?? or him being kekasih gelap to that girl?? ape sumer niii????? aku dh jd x dpt nk menilai, n aku x paham mcm mane aku bley terime je sumer explanation.. aku ni dh kene ubat gune2 ke?? ish, selisih malaikat la, jgn la smpai tahap cmtu kn..

kalo nk dinilai, aku mcm x caye ade jugak perempuan yg mcm tu.. aku tau la, aku pun penah ade dlm situation mcm tu, everybody pun penah kn, we like this boy/girl, falling in love, but somehow die x de feeling pun kt kite..mestila kite heartbroken kn, tp smpai bile kite bley still suke die, plg lame sethn kite still contact kalo x reti malu la kn, tp at last mesti kite teruskan hidup kn, let go of him/her n find some other man/girl.. tp mcm mane this girl still like/love this guy, even after 4 years and still chasing after him????????? god,minah ni x reti nk cr lelaki laen ke?? come on la, byk lg laki dlm dunia ni, yg nk bf org tu jugak knape??? x paham btl aku la.. n yg plg buat aku konfius, mcm mane die ngan muke x malu bley buat dedication kt this guy kt radio, n saying that " mama sayang sgt kt papa" WTF girl is she??? eh, x tau ke tu bf org??

ok, mmg la aku emo skit, biasela part2 cmni kn.. then i listened to his explanation.. bley diterima n diguna pakai oleh otak aku yg masih waras ni, n i do trust him, so what should i doubt him bout somethin yg may b die x penah buat, and after all this while i know how hard he'd been trying to get my heart back, and i know how girl chasing after him..ntahla, x tau mane yg btl..tp aku tpercayakn die lebey dr segalanya..

so, for this girl, Nieja@ Niza from taiping perak...
plz and plz...tolong la jgn kaco lg saudara saiful b zuhari tu lagi.. tolongla, simpan je perasaan tu, jgn la nk pakai lg perkataan papa n mama tu, buat aku meluat je, n plzzz leave him alone..